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I Am Going To Kill . . .


Now that sounds like a mighty provocative statement don’t you think? But what does it mean? Am I going to end someone’s existence? Murder? Or am I going to end the existence of that hamburger on that plate?

Context. It’s all about context. And quite frankly ‘Kill’ could mean any number of things: ruin something, overpower, block, hurt, make time pass, laugh . . . . the list is pretty extensive. Confused yet?

I speak one language well (well, pretty well) and I will acknowledge it is a rather confusing language. “Stay where you’re at, and I’ll come where you’re to”. Drive on a parkway and park on a driveway. To anyone to whom English is a second language: Kudos! Even some of us born to it have issues.

I am finding more and more that it is not how well I speak that is important, it is how well I am understood. And the onus is not on the person to whom I am speaking, rather it is on me. I love words. I have a university degree in English. I often use words that are multiple syllables long and sometimes archaic. To my ear I am speaking appropriately. Unfortunately it is not my ear that I am speaking to. I was in a grocery store the other day and looking for a particular item. I was looking for aubergines. For the life of me I could not remember it’s common name. When I asked I was told that they didn’t sell exotic items. I was looking for eggplants.

I love the fact that I live in a multicultural nation. I love the fact that people from all over the world choose to come to my beautiful country. I believe we are stronger for that. But it also presents difficulties that I’m quite sure 30 years ago we never thought about: everyday conversations. And then of course you have the generation that speaks in symbols, short forms and acronyms. The flavour of the word is lost when you LOL. The first person that ever used that acronym for me was a dear, dear friend. I thought it meant Lots of Love. You can imagine my chagrin when an acquaintance used it. Context my friends, context.

There is a marvellous scene in an episode of Star Trek the Next Generation where one character holds up a hot cup of tea and asks another how he would explain what she is holding in her hand, to an alien race. For those of you in the know it was counsellor Troy and Capt. Picard. Was she holding hot, liquid, glass, cup of tea, beverage? And if the alien race had no concept of drinking a cup of tea how do you explain it to them? And that is our problem here in present-day Earth. Context.

All over the world things are done differently in different countries. They refer to things by different names. When we come together there’s a great deal of miscommunication. Our job is to keep trying to communicate until we’re all on the same page. When I write that down it seems like such an easy thing to do. And yet you know as well as I do easy is harder then it looks. We will never, ever fail as long as we keep trying. I’ll keep trying and I’ll stop looking for aubergines!

Do you have it in you to kill?

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Actually that is a legitimate question. Are you someone who could willingly cause another to die? There would be no rescue, no miracles. You would be responsible for someone ceasing to exist on this planet. Death. Dying. The end.

I don’t know if I am. I hope that if the circumstances warranted I would have the strength to protect those I love by killing. Sobering thought don’t you think? There is too much death in the world caused by other human beings. It sometimes seems as if the value of an individual is trifling. It is not! Everyone has a value and with that value comes responsibility. Unfortunately there are those who are unable to see value in another. There are those who seem to kill indiscriminately. I do not understand.

I could understand if someone killed to protect loved ones. I could understand if someone were to kill to protect themselves. But could you? I don’t know if I have the strength in me to cause another one to cease to exist. I pray that I am that strong. But I don’t know. Not for sure.

With the appropriate training someone will react according to their training. Look at police officers and soldiers. They are (hopefully) well trained and sometimes they are forced to kill. And they have to live with that. I do not envy them. But they would willingly die to protect another. Perhaps even more telling is that they are willing to kill to protect.

I pray that I am never in circumstances that would warrant that kind of reaction. I don’t know if I’m strong enough. Quite honestly I hope that I am. But until you were faced with those kind of circumstances you will never truly know. I hope you never need to find out.